Crazy Shopping Month

I have only one of my buys to post:

Charles and Keith fake-leather browny bag @ $59.90

One of my favourite buys so far, cause this season is all about the japanese-style cowboy trend~

And I spend about another 250~ on clothes at FEP, and another 50~ on cosmetics of gel eyeliner and mineral foundation.

This month is 荷包大出血, so the skincare will have to wait till next month >.<

After so many troubles brewing in the dark, and up-and-down moods, decided to make myself happier by pampering myself with things i want, not need. And proud to say that I spend what I earn, not what my parents earn :)

Short post, but alas, won 70 bucks with a 10 dollar bet on Spain vs Chile last week, betted score of 2-1. hehe~

And hope for tonight's Spain vs Portugal to be 2-2 draw in the 90 minutes full match, afterwards, Spain pleaseeeeeeeeeee WIN!!!

Office Politics and Gossip-Mongers

Maybe, I can officially self-declared myself as a victim of gossip-mongings.

Yes, and I definitely hate you now, C.

You, can i call u a bimbo?

You, thought you are still a high and classy as a SIA girl? Ex-stewardess, excuse me~
You did not perform your job as well as a secretary should, and yet dare look down upon me, act high and mighty, and tell me off in front of your so-called friend in the office?

Yea, FUCK OFF MAN.

First, I did not talk a SINGLE word from the start of the whole event, NEVER before.
Second, you did not do your job well, and yet you still have the guts to tell people off.
Third, dun think you are pretty, still. Your legs are so muscular, body-builder meh!

Well, I just have to wait and see your retribution for talking nonsense to me, believe it will come soon, it always does. This kind of thing runs in the family.

Worse still, everyone in the office is looking at me like im a narrow-minded girl. Fuck it!

I couldn't care less okay, I care more about job.

And regarding job, the blood boils even higher.

After so much dramatic events, I came to realise these terms:

1. 95% of the people in the office, you can never believe. the 5% will be Michelle alone.
2. Promotion topic, you got the capability? intelligence? hard-work? No use.
3. Managers like to talk big, especially SMK.
4. Companies dun like to cultivate talents, they only exploit us into slave workers.
5. Most workers have the bo-chap attitude, not mine dun look for me. Help you? Wait long long.
6. The most valuable experience and words fo advice from these so-called seniors, is "别管那么多，不然很麻烦，很多事情做。"
7. Most frequent actions is "None of mu business, YOU DO."
8. There are no appreciative returns for your hard work, in fact you are the most lucky person in the company if you are a fake-friendly and gossip-know-all.

I am very unhappy now. KNS is a slave-driver company. MSC is a gossip-mongers and exploiting company.

I dun seem to have very good fate and relationship in my working experience with big companies. I know that I should have to terms with the cruel reality in life that all Singaporean workers are like that.

I have a heavy responsibility and helpful nature born in me. Likewise, I do not like myself to be unappreciated for my hard work.

It seems that i have no longer other choice but to stay until I grab that AWS at the end of the year. After that, its decision-making time again.

My blog seems to have become a complaint section. And I hope that this will be the last post for office troubles.

This is for You

Okay, this is for you, seriously.

You are the most hated boss ever in my life up till now.

You are the most un-knowledgeable boss I have ever met.

You are the worst decision maker and a mess-doer I ever known.

And you have the worst fashion sense of blur and white shirt every single day.

Yes, the most naggy and talkative boss, just like those chit-chatty aunties in the market.

SMK, you are the worst boss out there, and Im very glad that you have finally decided to quit.

But yet, before you quit, you never easte your time in continuing to create mess and shits for me to clean up.

And yes, goodbye to you, and pray hard that I can save up my vulgarities and KNNCCB to you before you finally left.

Goodbye and No see again.

Holidays

Its the holiday month now and it will mid july when the next school term starts again, my 2nd year.

Holidays are not good for people like me, with a full-time job. Holidays feel sucky, as holiday = more OTs.

Anyway, I will be going to KL to crazy-shopping in 2 weeks' time!

Real crazy, as I got to settled my thousands of school fees at month end and yet still go spend money. Luckily, government is paying me back $200 on July 1st, 不用饿死。

One week has passed since the office saga, but Im feeling much better now. Although I always felt that promotion should be based on ability, not seniority, its not the case that always happen in Singapore offices.

Thus people do not have to remind this always "如果你那么快就升级，在这里作很久的人会不服你。"

I think the above phrase is seriously CRAP, does I told myself : " Those that doesnt agree my ability, means they doesnt have the ability points, thus they had to use their seniority points."

I know I have the ability, I have the confidence, but right now, I can just save them up for the moment. MSC, you are not my everything.

Relax-ed!

Deflated

Seriously no mood now.

Kena poked, scammed and stabbed.

In short, dun ever trust the creature which we call "Boss".

Well, some bosses are good. But MY bosses are NEVER good.

Always can see how good are the bosses of other departments, but mine, NEVER.

Worst, the very clever me kena duped by that stupified thing.

KNNCCBK!

I learnt smart this time: dun need work so hard, just do what is needed, and go home on the dot every day.

Its just not worth it to work so hard for somebody that bloats and cheats.